Yes, I was counting down. I like to stay here but I just can't find myself useful here. I missed all my family and friends that I haven't seen for over a year. Especially my dearest mum and my best mate Miaojun. Last night I had this strange feeling in me head. It's gushing at me but yet I'm not drowning. I woke up feeling all excited and jittery. I couldn't sleep more cos I want to live this feeling. Then I realised I was so happy cos the same time next week, I will be at home talking to my loved ones. And even more exciting is the thought of him seeing Singapore for the first time!
I realise I have to do a lot of things including getting a job. But going home feels so great and such a relief right now!
Just can't contain this feeling,